Days were never worse like NTU

Mr Time, would you please stop?
Medicine and Taiwan bug me,
Math and Econ discourage me,
Family and career force me.
Where shall I be?

I am here,
but soul are not.
Taking maths but thinking medicine.
Used to appeal...
But it no longer does...
Going away from heaven.
Heading to my hell...

Why is Doctor a heaven?
It isn`t before the test inspire me,
A cancer is born with kindness,
they are perfect doctor.
Deep inside of my heart,
where kindness is.
After the inspiration,
It no longer is.
Domination my mind and soul.
Where shall I be?

Disillusion of Singapore,
Can I stand any more?
Lost of motivation,
Sick of the uniform daily routine,
fed up with myself...
I`m lost...
Used to be a heaven
Now it is not even a refuge camp
Should I listen to myself for this time?
The only reason why I am here,
I give up as exchange to GOD to grant Bee a place in Singapore,
I give up my dream to be with Bee
But, she is not at my side now
Nor happy is

Isn`t my problem?
Why I am not studying right now.
Isn`t my fault?
for not being able to concentrate...
What I care most,
switch to Taiwan will change my mood or me?

Was considering at the junction,
are walking far from it...
Am I on the right track?
I wonder....

wow mas111 has over

Wow, this kick start was quite confident. Hopefully it`s a full marks in hand. First question was in lecturer note, the reset were just simple logic proving. Hopefully no careless mistake.

3 more exams to go. All not even start my preparation. I am still finding inspiration for study... Who can inspire me?! Time and tide wait for no man. My university life is fading with this laptop.

On the other hand, the first event of my society was sucks enough. Committee do not take any initiative to urge passer-by. Do they really think those people will just walk to you? I have no idea. Yesterday, they are even worst, I found 10 people in 3 hours.( not a good result either) but the remaining 4 hours they only able to find 2 people... the result is poor enough. Today the result is even worse, only manage to get 6 in 6 hours(which is the peak hours) how on earth is happening?

I have no idea who plan this event last year. The fees is so high. $10 for a free T-shirt? Doing charity is good, but please be clear with our goals. Despite the fees, the publicity of our run is eerily few. No idea who take in charge in it.

Days to recess and CA

Next week is a packed week. But i was not preparing anything for next week. Am I on the right track? This answer has been boring me for a long time. What I know is, doctor GUANRENTEE my future. But I did not choose it. In fact, I like to help people a lot, this make me feel more sorry for myself for not going to taiwan. But if bee`s hand is what i hold at the end of the day... It worth anything.

I can catch the BEAT at last

I can catch the beat at last! Avril cute and sexy photo inspire me of the my dust collecting guitar. Since I moved in, never play it seriously before.. I miss the day we in the band room and those private time we had.. Those days were so sohai! I swear when I reached Malaysia, I wish to find they all! Miss you all a.... bak chi yong, yun bolok, u min... Where can I find those precious time back? Haiz...

Days in Uni make me feel I miss out everything in my secondary school life... If I dont have a girlfriend... would everything be better... haha... Such a good question. Anyway, I love bee too... Maybe those days I do not know how to management my time... Sikeling rocks... But now, I learn 1 thing... Go with your feeling! Dont try to miss out anything more... Uni life is damn fucking boring !

Sikeling forever!