Arg!!! I am 57kg...

Gosh~~~ Few days back, I went to the hospital to interview some cancer patients for my report. While waiting for the patients, I wonder how heavy I am. From the statistic, skinny returning from the military training will gain weight (better way to admit the weight gained). Seeing the merciless pointer turning, I was so shock when it stopped at 57. Oh my god. I gained more than 5 kg. This is just too much. I don’t think my muscle growth as much as 5kg. A 10% increase does not sound or feel sweet. Looking in the photos took before I came to Taiwan, I am fat!

Gr... Are lazy and procrastinate in the process of adapting?

Gosh, I lost my motivation again. I wonder why I am reluctant to study. Having two exams in this week but I had not prepare for any. Lost in the past year exams, on the contrary, I am slacking in my room.

When would I get used to the life in NDMC, I can`t even study well. I am not self discipline enough. I recall when I first arrive in NTU. I was not comfortable too. Fortunately, everything is so easy for me and I was able to do well. Will the lucky star shine on me here? Hope so!

284 versus 179

179 was the bus I used to take whenever I wish to shop around the crowded city. On the other hand, 284 is the bus I take every weekend recently. Living in two totally different cultures and pursuing my future in two fields that have nothing in common. Alone on the shaking bus drove by reckless driver recall my memory. Bus drivers in Taipei are as skillful as those in Singapore, Sudden breaking, kissing the ass of other vehicles, but never an accident.

During the camp, I was not aware of the changes though I was told over and over again. I had changed mentally and physically and I find it is irreversible. Does this sound like a process of maturity? Does rational needs to give up your emotion? Reading the previous posts, I wonder who Davis Lee is. Dating the past, I find myself without much feeling towards my life. I lost my sense!

My proficiency in English is declining. Completing this little post is such a hard task… Gosh, there are many things to brush up! I need my mood and passion! Where is my motivation? Someone please inspire me…

God bless ME!