Friday, February 5, 2010

Lost Track of readMe

Irreversible upgrading of my operating system initiated everything. Owning to lack of memory in hard drive, I am forced to format it which means nothing remains. “Massacred” of the data including favourite songs, shots, sites and contact that link me with others begins with a single not-so-well-prepared click.

The very last post I had read from her is a poem which was approximately 2 months ago. If I had not lost everything that matters I would not find out that readMe is inaccessible by public. This formerly abandoned blog records all her sweet memories during high school. I hardly find any connection between her nostalgic moments with mine. It may due to high dissimilarity; I indulged myself so much in the anticipated illusion from her sharing of bits and pieces. Being informed about the different sweet sixteen as a high school student, there is so much to fancy about her interesting and never-get-bored life.

Aware of readMe`s changes, there is a strong urge driving me away from books. (This shows how susceptible I am to emotion and distraction. Can`t help it) I tried to convince myself that`s technical errors that may recover by getting hyperlink from others` blog. Hence frustrating searching started as soon as the thought stroke me. My attempts were of no avail. In fact, I realised the exact number of contact lost is way larger than I though. Despite unaccountable efforts, I wish I was brave enough to beg her for an access towards my spring. I wish I would be able to learn from her, literally, emotionally and even professionally. Her sensitive is one of the indispensable elements needed in life, more specifically doctor`s life.

God, your followers claimed that you never create problem without a remedy. Would you please show my road? Can you hear the desperate knocking on heaven`s door?

Sweet-sixteen never repeat
Lost item hardly found
Thus, handle everything with care and passion
I want my access to readMe!!!!