Where is my listener?

Life in Taiwan has never been easy and relax. Report due tomorrow, crazy notes that need to amend a lot, rooms and hostel environment have to reach the high standard of hygiene. I salute to those who are able to balance themselves in NDMC, damn slackers who cross-up their hand waiting for others to complete the job. I hope I could be rebellious and aggressive to break the stringent rules and dont give a damn to those slackers. I hope I am irrational and give up all the effort and resources spent here.

I wonder do doctors suffer so much? Is my stress-tolerance incapable to take such great responsibility? I wonder why I was so excited in sharing my awareness in actuarial sciences, but so sad when I was back to reality.

I have high expectation in you, Crore Elaine Soong. Like a dad yearning for his daughter to complete what he hadn`t. Like a brother sharing his thought but not to force or being pompous. Though you are aware of the hardship and pressure as an actuary, I know with your passion and less pressure from family, you can do your best, pursue what you hope. If you failed, leave no regret. Dont freak out like a coward, dont give up like me. I hope I`m passionate when I graduate as a doctor, joining you in the financial industry, forget about all the investment that prevent me from changing my career.

Woody Lee. As your bro, I hope to tell you that pursue what you like. Dont repeat my mistake by thinking you could turn back. Sometimes the environment itself forces you to continue, sometimes your mom`s love prevents you from failing her expectation, most of the time you will feel you waste all your effort. 決定,it is so clear in Chinese that decision is not suppose to be change. DO CHOOSE PASSIONATELY AND NOT WISELY. You will be successful even you are not a doctor or a lawyer. They earn a lot because they do suffer as much as they gain. Dont judge a book by its cover, dont judge a career by what you hear. Follow your interest and hearts will bring you to your destiny!