Exam is around the corner

The first exam in my university life is 2 weeks from now! On the other side, I not even know what is the courses about. The first course is Human Resource Management(HRM) Is a totally new subject to me. I cant even know what is the main point in this courses. The lecture note is short but the lecturer has a lot to tell. Sometimes, I dont even know what is his point. I love to learn, but I hate exam. lol... Such student... haiz....

Proposal Daisakusen

Haiz, today watched the episode 1 again... somehow i was thinking.. if one day i broke up with my bee... i wonder how i feel when i withness her marriage ceremony. Although i dont hope it would happen... But then the movie remind me to call her more often and care about her more! I love you bee bee... I know we would make it to the end!

Adapting the life in NTU

Time and tide wait for no man. The first time i came to NTU was last month. Things happen in a short period. Once had fierce argue with dear. Joining MSA FOC was a choice that make me in a hard situation. worse, i even joined amcisa... Albeit both are form by Malaysian, in fact chinese school and national school are not united a Malaysian. Boycot happens... In order not being boycotted, had to pretend not involve in any group. Which make me in a no friend situation.

Luckily, mei you are beside me! Not only cheer me up, also help my apetite. haha.. Yesterday dinner was the best meal in Singapore i ever had. Never ate so full and SATISFYING. Thank you mei. If you have any problems, do come to me. I`ll always there for you! Definately, I`ll bug you.. Haha..

Bee Bee a. Such a long time no see your face. How you look now? Miss you... Sorry for my rudeness which burn you. My inconsiderate hurt you... But you know that i love you... Free time , I really worry if I should regret and choose medicine. But everytime i saw your picture in my wallpaper, i know i have no choice. Work hard!

I`ll keep holding on!

Back to You. worry with you

I`m back and sorry
I`m lost and worry
you are the best for me
Pouring all the predicament

Was at a Junction
Was considering rationally
Emotion won eventually
Knew it would be hard
but feel even harder
I want to retreat, could I?

Days past and come
Worries come to stay
Prosperous future was left out
Heading unknown Darkness, Could i do it?

Fall back! Fall back!
Before it is too late
He remind me
I was rational with future
but not this time
I know looking back is useless.
but now is not too late to regret, Could i do it?

For bee, i`ll fight and defence
For US, I must keep holding on
Till the last warrior fall...
No regret never retreat...
Emotion would bring me till the bright... I wish so...